Blanket

Today I met my new therapist. Well not actually met but I spoke to her on the phone. I feel like this is a new beginning. Usually, when a change like this happens in my life I'm not content with it. But this is different.  I feel like I'm leaving all my old ways and troubles in the past and I'm becoming a new person. Focusing on what's in front of me instead of the bad memories and heartbreak from my past. You know, I feel like change is really good. Especially a change like this. You can learn and grow to become your better self. Don't be afraid to step into some new light. The change will feel good. If there is something you're holding back from doing because you feel like it's not the right time just do it right now. Start right now! Do you want to start your fitness journey? "START NOW!" Do you want to start your own online business but feel like you're not going to get anywhere with it and you have so many thoughts pulling you back? "...

I haven't been feeling the best this entire week. At work and at home I just don't feel good. At work when I talk to my co-workers they just ignore me sometimes. I feel like they don't really realize when there doing it though. At work I just stay quiet and listen to the other conversations happening in front of me. I laugh but sometimes it's not real.  I realized that I'm so quiet and I only speak when I'm spoken to. That's just me. I grew up that way. Nobody finds me interesting or wants to learn about me or talk to me. I'm just the quiet weird girl. I remember at work I was sitting at the computer working on my skills while my co-workers were planning a whole party in the break room without me. Until one of them came to get me but it still kinda hurt. I like to be included. :,)  Work is fun though. There are some days when my prayers get answered and I have a joyful work day. Anyways I hope your having a good day! God bless! And don't forget to fo...