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This is an update on how my life is doing right now. Not gonna lie it's not too bad but it would be nice if some things were different. I started school this week. I really enjoyed my first two days they were pretty chill. But the morning of the second day wasn't the best. I had an argument with my mom about the mental hospital and after the argument, she said that I cause a lot of problems.  When someone tells me something negative about myself I tend to repeat it to myself and start to believe it. So when she called me a problem that didn't really go well for me. After the conversation, I felt like the entire day was going to suck. But to my surprise, it didn't. Things turned around.  But I still have an issue happening up in my mind. I pray every day for it to go away but it just doesn't. The issue is that I'm afraid I'm going to end up in the hospital again but not because my mental health is bad right now. It's mainly because that's what happens...