Have you ever felt so alone even if your in a room full of people?
Something I feel sometimes is that I have no one but myself. I know I have God but when I don't feel him physically there I start to replace his absence with the presence of pain. I hide behind work, my business, my smile and my ambition. When truly I am just obsessed with staying busy just to not feel. Not feel the pain of life, the stress of ambition and the tears of fear roll down my cheek as I cry in silence. The reason I cry in silence is because if I don't i'll be heard... I know that makes no sense but it does to me and carries a lot of weight. If I'm heard crying it will shift the entire atmosphere of where I live. I am seen as the piece of glass you carefully put on the shelf at the lowest area because if it falls it will cause issues you will have to clean. My issues are my mental struggles. They've not only been my own issues but my families also in the sense that when I struggle it creates problems. I am someone that doesn't like to be a burden a...